Wednesday 4/27- 3 days after Easter and I was still puffy, felt heavy, skin still red, just flat out feel gross from all I consumed. I literally had a FOOD HANGOVER all week. You know when you drink to much, wake up and say I'm never drinking again?! Well, I woke up on Monday and said "I never want to eat again!"
Everyone has issues whether it's binge eating, binge drinking, over-training, not eating, not being able to communicate, losing control, no self control, anxiety, body-issues, self-confidence, constantly thinking about your weight, what your going to eat, what your going to drink..... Whatever your issue is PLEASE don't think your alone. The most secure, successful, amazing people, the one's you think have it all together have issues. The ONLY way to get out of your vicious cycle (whatever it may be) is to take ownership and take the first step to change. I myself have many issues and through the years have learned the most important lesson...YOU are the ONLY person who can change YOUR life no one is going to come in and do it for you. Take the first step to change your life....
As we finish week 3 I am feeling exhausted BUT I am feeling so STRONG! I did my first 3 full body pull-ups no assistance, no jumping, dead hang! I am so inspired by all the positive energy in each boot-camp, inspired by the way people are reaching out to me to talk about their issues, and reaching out to each other to workout together and to hang out, new social groups are forming!
I have been writing down my food everyday and I will document this last week for all to see. I will admit I can literally eat like a 300 pound man! If I didn't workout I would weigh 300 lbs, I find it almost impossible to stay under 2,300 calories a day! I have a Triathlon this weekend after that starting Monday for the last 3 weeks of this camp my daily caloric goal is 1,800 a day. SO for all of those who think I don't eat and workout all day you need to know I am a REAL PERSON. I love to eat and drink, I take days off, I get tired, I take naps, I fall out of my routine, I lose weight, I gain weight this is the cycle of life......Easter Sunday- BINGE DAY- I think I ate around 6,000 calories!
Pasta salad, egg bake, chips, bacon, ton's of candy just tons of FOOD!
Monday- Total calories 2,350
WORKOUT - 60min HARD spin.
- Protein w/banana & PB, water, tea w/ soy
- bio-shake w nano greens
- Natty cafe- East beach salad w/steamed tofu
- Essential greens
- LAZY ACRES-turkey w/steamed veggies (out of the hot case)
- 2 Raw vegan macaroon
Tuesday - Total calories=2,570
WORKOUT - 50min EASY spin & Boot-camp
- Bio-shake 2 scoops nano greens, TEA w/soy
- coffee w/ almond milk, carrot juice, essential greens, dried fruit mix (to much sugar)
- Apple, protein & water, steamed veggies, trail mix, turkey
- Be kind Bar
- Tuna w/mustard in gluten free tortilla w/ 2 cuties
- soy ice cream
Wednesday - Total calories=2,320 (Craving sugar today like crazy)
WORKOUT - Sprints at the track/Lifted Heavy
- Banana, protein and water, tea w/soy
- Double soy mocha in a small cup with 1 pump chocolate
- Tuna w/mustard, gluten free tortilla, 1 tbs goddess dressing, veggies
- soy dream ice cream sandwich, 1/2 be kind bar, kombucha
- granola and nuts (CRAVING SUGAR)
- PASCUCCI - Spinach salad w/extra veggies, goat cheese, chicken
- 1 tbs Peanut butter and Tea for desert
Thursday-Total calories=2,120
WORKOUT- 50 min Spin/ Swim 1,000m
- Double soy mocha in a small cup with 1 pump chocolate, bio-shake w/chia seeds
- 1/2c Oatmeal, 1 scoop protein, 1tbs PB
- 2 cuties, essential greens, banana w/1 tbs PB
- Bio-cleanse shake
- Essential greens
- Turkey on 1 piece gluten free toast, 1 tbs hummus, chopped veggies
- Steamed veggies w/ olive oil and tea
I have a triathlon Sunday- 1mile swim, 26mile bike and 6mile run so Friday & Saturday night I will up my carbs.
Starting Monday here are my goals for the last 3 weeks of Boot-camp.....
1. Daily caloric intake = 1,800 ( this is going to be hard for me!)
2. NO Carbohydrates after 4pm - lean meats and veggies only.
This week I want everyone to think about when are you the most successful and happy? Although drinking and eating crappy food is fun, the aftermath of it all is NOT FUN and most of the time not worth it.....
I don't think I have ever woken up after a night of NOT drinking and said to myself, I wish I would of drank last night. Remember it FEELS GOOD to FEEL GOOD waking up hung over and puffy just doesn't feel good.
Have a Fabulous weekend I will post again on Monday please share any comments, concerns, questions or anything you would like me to talk about on this blog.
In Health and Happiness,
Jenny.
